Sad 😞

So DH and I got BFP 05/05.  It was our second cycle of Clomid, 10th month trying.  Well, I started spotting off and on 05/12, without cramping, but my doctor checked HCG levels.  Not only were they extremely low, they are going the wrong way. We will test again Monday but it's not looking good.  It's hard remembering that life happens in God's time and not my own-even though I thought now was perfect timing I have to remember it must not have been.  Now to see someone to find out why progesterone and HCG stay so low.