I don’t know if I was raped

Yesterday, I had the day off from school and so I went to the guy I liked’s house. When I got there within 5 minutes his dad texted saying “I’m on my way”, so I went to my friend’s house (she lives one street over). I was there for about an hour when the guy I liked texts me “False alarm”, and then I decide to go back over. At this point my friend and I had gotten really high, so I was very out of it and tired. I get to his house and we go to his room and start cuddling. Within a few minutes I was asleep, and next thing I knew I’m waking up to him grabbing my butt and unbuttoning my pants. When he realizes I’m more awake now (I still wasn’t really awake) he asks “is this okay?”, and I remember just shrugging it off. After that everything is a bit blurry, I don’t remember if I said yes, no, or just shrugging it off, but at some point we were having sex. In the time frame between me “waking up” and me leaving his house, I gave him head and vise versa. But whenever I tried to stop he’d push me back down, and I didn’t know what to do. Everything is just smushed together and I don’t remember saying no, but I also don’t remember saying yes. What does this mean? I really am having a hard time processing it all.