breakup

so.. my ex boyfriend broke up with me 6 months ago and i am still in a lot of pain. and i think i still love him. i find it very hard not to romanticize what we had, it’s all i do. i miss what we had. my heart is so very broken. and i have no friends right now to help me take my mind of things. or family. i’m alone and left to my thoughts. i would really appreciate some advice.. thank you...