Depression is real

I always considered mental illness a fad but holy shit karma got me. I am now severely depressed, I have the worst anxiety, and I am just overwhelmed.

I have no light in my life right now. I’m holding on by a thread.

The only reason I’m here is because I have a duty to my children.

They should be my light right? That’s how bad I’ve gotten. I can’t even see them most days. I’m clouded by everything that’s bad.

All my negative feelings and the darkness in my mind.

I feel like running in whatever direction I can and just go go go until I’ve run out of negatives.

I’m scared of antidepressants, probably paranoid because why not?

I think I’m going to check into a rehab of some kind. Mental exhaustion isn’t just for celebrities I’m losing my mind

God help me