Life sucks?

So I’m out of a job for the past 3 months and have had no luck with job interviews. My boyfriend keeps stressing because we cannot afford to even pay our bills and we don’t even fucken RENT. I literally been to 12 interviews and not one has called back! I’m more then qualified for these fucken jobs, MORE!!! I have certifications and experience! I feel helpless. I’m so pist because I am 25 weeks prego and I shouldn’t even be stressing. My husband works for Merril Lynch and we can’t even afford any of our fucken bills! All my money is tied up in fucken college I’m fuming because I haven’t had a call back. His family tells me to pray but oh man nothing has happened. I feel like a freakin loser and I’m desperate.

I’m so freakin desperate I am going to ask my father who I haven’t spoke to over a year to give me money because my broke ass can’t even afford ANYTHING. I’m lost and I’m so sadden. I feel at my lowest and I don’t know what to do. No one can even help us because we are all in runts when will it be my time to shine. WHEN!

Guys it’s gotten to the point where I’m trying to sell my car because we can’t afford it and no one wants to purchase it because I financed a freakin Coupe thinking I wouldn’t get pregnant and wouldn’t lose my job 5 months ago. I’m legit shaking because of how pist I am. I’m starting to have car issues and I can’t even pay my deductible for my insurance because I had to extend my due date on my payment. I’m legit so fucked in the ass right now that I can’t even.