Another child?

I’m on the fence about having another child. I have 4 children (1 being a step son and he doesn’t live with us); therefore, I have had 3 c-sections. My last child the doctor recommended that I don’t have another child because if it was an emergency delivery they would probably cut through my bladder since my bladder was attached to the placenta last delivery. Also, it took them forever to cut through all the scar tissue.

My husband is about to have a vasectomy next month unless I change my mind of course. We have talked about having another child and he doesn’t care either way.

In November I had a miscarriage and I’m not sure if that is making me want another child even more!

I have been praying about the situation but I’m not sure if I should start trying or not? Am I being greedy per se? Any advice would be greatly appreciated!