Around 12dpo

I am 12ish dpo and didnt take a test since 10dpo and i dont want to test anymore. I could swear right before my bfn i had all the symptoms , then after 10dpo all of my symptoms are gone. I am felling out, 4days until af and i just want her to come already so i can start over. This is crazy, have anyone had their symptoms gone and ended up getting their positive? Please share ur experience. Thanks