TRIGGER ⚠️ WARNING ⚠️ eating disorder post

Hi I am typing this just so that you can’t read the beginning of it from the forum because it’s triggeringXXxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

I cant help it. I’m relapsing. And I like it.

I have to go tell on myself though and I feel like a failure... but also like I really don’t want to tell anyone.

I’m so torn because I know it’s wrong and bad but I don’t want to stop and I feel extremely guilty for it. I feel ashamed and guilty for even posting this and telling anybody.