I need to rant 😭

So I will be 40 weeks on Wednesday 2/5 my doctor told me that I could be induced and try for a vaginal birth this is my second baby. my first was born at 34&5 I didn’t go into labor never experienced it as he was in distress... well yesterday I get a call stating that I am no longer going to be induced instead having an elective c section. I’m so confused. I asked to speak to my doctor and she said that she doesn’t want me going over my due date just never gave me a reason. I’m 1 cm dilated not effaced but why cant I get another week to try to get my body to go to labor on it’s own I’m going to miss once again the experience of labor. I feel so cheated and so upset. I’ve also been having horrible anxiety over getting a csection it’s getting to a point where I cant sleep at night and I’m just so worried. 😭Sorry for the rant