Should I stay? 💔

Lately my boyfriend and I have been fighting alot more . We always tend to kiss and make up . But he just told me he’s been feeling not himself. That he doesn’t have any energy to do the things he did before me . He really is in to music and he getting better and noticed . He made a comment about how he not ready for that . Girls being thrown at him , the money and all that . That he really doesn’t trust anyone . He ask me if i was . Would i trust him / believe him. And stay with him no matter what . Saying times will get tough . Holidays missed / alot of weekends cause of events. And if we keep arguing. He will be tempted to get “blackout drunk “ sometimes shot happens he said . That if i hate him enough to break up with him. He is use to people leaving all the time . It’s nothing new . That he feels i’ll get tired of it . We talked and i explained i’m nothing like them. I love him and trust him. But if he ever gets tempted to cheat . That i’ll leave no hesitation. I just don’t want to be lied to.

I don’t know what to do . He cried and said sorry . Thanks for everything and he know I’m a real one . But the fact that he said that my stomach has been turning all night . On top of all this we have been trying to have a baby . For 5 months now . And i think I’m not able to have one . I feel like I’m not good enough as a woman if i can’t even get pregnant. At this point i’m so broken and confused. What do i do?