I miss my baby..

I haven’t had a moment in a while but I just can’t stop crying..it’s been 2 years and I just miss my baby so much🥺 a loss is a loss! I had my life planned around a child I never got to meet! It still hurts! I’m always wondering what it would’ve been...every time I hear a child cry or laugh I wonder...I feel like I’m being punished! This is so overwhelming! I just want my baby! I know another child won’t replace the one I loss but I have so much love to give! I’ve been trying for 2 long years! I’ve been doing everything right! My child was a miracle! I don’t ovulate and haven’t since. I’ve been on medicine and cycle after cycle! I want to give up and run far away! I love you and you will always be mine!