Now is goodbye for us

The boy who I saw my life with since I was 16 now 24 just deleted and blocked me from everything. He had just been with me since his grandfather passed 2 months ago. This was after I had not seen him for 3 years. Now I find out he’s with someone else . I know that was bound to happen. Now I’m just sad cause he’s gone from my life I’ll never have anything from him. He was my first everything and for the last 8 years even if we don’t see each other he’s always been there for me and me for him. Every year we would say happy birthday or how r u or celebrated our accomplishment and our down falls. I know it was my fault why things ended but gosh this kid was amazing to me .Now I’m just coping with his lost. 8 years of my life loving someone to just be deleted and asked if I was down to fuck.😔