What if someone gave you std on purpose

I met this man knew him for years he said he was a virgin got std check when we were first dating I waited until married to have sex w him and guess what he had a genital wart under his pubic hair I said wtf that's HPV then I saw his penis had red bumps he had herpes tells me he Slept with this woman turns out that woman has had unprotected sex w everyone.

I was taking antibiotics for my acne I'm assuming that treated any other STDs I got a blood urine test and I was worried about HIV I got tested and retested months later to make sure. Nothing but on the genitals I had the stuff he gave me.

He lied to me said I was the only woman he had slept with, he had so many lies all to be with me its like you dishonorable man go be with that other type of woman in the first place instead of lying to someone that wants a relationship.

I found out he was using drugs! I found the medication he was taking he knew he had it we used condoms and he would go "stealth"(wtf this is not alright) slide the condom off during the act and pretend he had the condom on I found out because I said this feels different get off of me

What gets in his head why can't you be honest you don't have to hurt no one cheat no one just be true to yourself what you want out of life. If a man can't commit he needs to be upfront and be single or get w a woman that wants that

What would you do how do you cope with it?

How do you get over the betrayal? he knew he had this and gave it to me knowing I was clean knowing I never touched another knowing I waited to marry him knowing I asked him for sti check and using condoms

How do you live knowing you have HPV hsv