My c section is tomorrow morning.

Y'all I'm so excited but I'm so nervous... I've had one baby by emergency c section and it was very traumatic. I'm really hoping this scheduled one will be easier and less stressful! I'm so ready to meet my baby girl but I can't shake the anxiety I feel about it. I'm having fears of bleeding out or dying on the table etc... It may sound silly but yeah that's where my brain is at right now. I'm not sure I'm going to be able to sleep tonight at all 😬😩 I go in to he labor and delivery tomorrow at 6 am. I'm also worried about the pain of recovery. I barely remember my last recovery. I just hope everything goes well! I'm 39 weeks 2 days. I feel so blessed to have carried this long, my last pregnancy I only made it to 32 weeks due to having severe preclampsia. At least this time I won't have to go through being a nicu momma again.