Anyone else forced to breastfeed?

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I didn’t want to breastfeed my third baby. My mental health was horrible when I did with my first 2. I have other reasons I don’t want to also.

I don’t have the option to use formula anymore because it’s expensive and we are very very poor. Not the mention the formula shortage.

I’m scared. I’m scared I’ll go crazy again, I’m scared I lll get so stressed again my milk will dry up and then I’ll have to buy formula anyway. I don’t even trust what’s in it given all the recalls.

I understand that many want to breastfeed and can’t, this isn’t about that though.

I feel so much pressure to breastfeed when I don’t want to.