Ectopic Pregnancy

Today at 7 weeks and 3 days I had end my pregnancy. I've been crying all day and can't seem to keep my mind off of it. I know I can't blame anyone but this hurts so bad. I don't even know how to heal my self and seeing my fiancé put on a brave face for me hurts even more. I'm not even sure if I want to try again after this. I've been off birth control for 10 months and when I found out I was pregnant I told everybody. I was ecstatic. Now I have to tell everyone I'm not pregnant anymore.