so upset. 😞

a lot happened this morning. i woke up & got called downstairs by my parents bc they wanted to talk to me. i got downstairs & they bothjust asked me if i'm pregnant. i kept saying i don't know & crying because they were both coming at me yelling. they don't like my boyfriend, i don't know why. they get mad because i spend a lot of time with him at his house. then, out of nowhere, my mom says to me " he's a fucking mexican, you think he's going to help you with a baby? " she's said this before so i wasnt that surprised but it still hurt. we yelled back & forth for a few minutes about if i'm pregnant then she said " if you are, he better be saving up for an abortion! " that really stung. how could my own mother say something like that to me? i'm so hurt & could use support right now. i'm laying in my bed just crying because i don't know what to do😞