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Okay ! BEFORE we start judging ... I'm 30 years old ... graduted HS w honors .. went to college .. and of course got pregnant ((on BC)) with my first child .. found out at 25 weeks all in one ... hey you're pregnant ! And it's a baby girl ! ... life changed ... her father really had NO interest in her until she a little older ... when she was 8 months .. I met what I thought was the love of my life ... he loved me my daughter and gave us he world .. 2 years in he proposed , we got married , and started a family .....  5 years into our marriage I have a 7 year old and a 5 year old and we decide let's have another ((always wanted 3)). Tried and tried and tried and nothing ... I was devastated ... turns out .. it was by the grace of god .. August of 2015 my husband TXT ME! He was having a baby with (one of our best friends , who was engaged to our other best friend )  turns out to be true , filed for divorce , bc he just wouldn't quit w her , even after I thought I was doing the right thing by staying and saying we could do this , ppl make mistakes .  Through prayer and family and friends , .... I left 6 months later w out looking or wanting anything knew .  I meet the most wonderful god fearing caring man , who wants nothing more for me and my 2 babies to be happy !  We met at a sporting event for the kids , and been inseparable ever since  16 months of pure happiness and love and loyalty I've ever known besides my kids . It's the type of love you seriously dream about when you were a little girl ,  just the man you picture. And he wants to marry me ❤️.  My dilemma .. he wants a baby ....  I have 2 😞. I would love 3 but cannot get over the fact my children would have 3 different fathers .  ((Even tho my daughter sees my ex husband as her "father")) the fact is ... I just don't know! I would love to give this man everything he wants as he has done for me .  But I just Dk if I can do this ..... HELP !!! Please ... anything helps .. prayer ? Encouraging words ? Thoughts and opinions .... thank you !