Parenting is complicated!

My husband hasn't held or watched our 9 month old for more than 20mins in over a month.

I am so used to doing everything myself that I really don't even notice much anymore.

Our child is held for all of her naps (judge if you must) and he is taking her for one today for the first time in 4 weeks ...

The problem is, now every time she is away from me I ache to get her back! It kills me.

My husband acts like he is this "great dad" ... I just don't agree. I love him and I know he loves our kid but seriously, no he's not a great dad. A wonderful provider and a loving husband but not a great dad.

People keep telling me he will get better in time, but I don't think that should be a quick fix answer to the fact that right now I am a married single mom.

This post has zero flow and I am just complaining.

I love my life, I am happy, I should just shut up and keep going.