Feeling lonely

I have had insomnia really bad lately and I keep getting rly lonely at night while my DH is sleeping. I have my chihuahua here with me but its not really the same not having my hubby in here with me. I will literally sit here n cry at night Cuz I don't wanna be awake or awake alone I guess. I have been trying to play games on my phone and on here A LOT but it just seems to get worse every night that I sit here alone. I just needed to vent! thanks for listening