my skin makes me depressed

Yes genetics suck and it's inevitable to look how you look. Over the last two weeks I've been feeling very depressed with how large my pores are, blackheads, visible veins, dark circles, just everything about my pale, larger pored skin. I've tried natural products and they keep my skin clean I just feel like there is no other way of getting rid of my dark circles, enlarged pores pale complexion. I do not want to self tan as I do not like my clothes or sheets to be ruined and I won't go on the sunbed because of cancer. I just don't know what to do, and I want to feel comfortable and confident. I don't want to cover my face in makeup (yes I throughly clean this off everyday), I have freckles and I want to show them off but my pores ruins and distracts away from them.