feeling alone ...

I’m 27 weeks with my baby girl... i moved out of her father’s house before i got pregnant because i felt us weakening .. but i stayed with my gma and got myself together but so far i’ve been noticing myself feeling alone and depressed from time to time.. our schedules don’t match up anymore and i’m at work all week except on tuesdays i’m off , i work 9 until 7pm so i get to see him every 3 weeks when i have the strength to travel to see him. And before i moved out he would mostly leave me by keep self for hrs to hang with his boys to smoke, hang or whatever and i’ll always be alone once i’d get off work .. I barely went out because i don’t trust many ppl especially in newark nj.. so i haven’t seen him since the fourth and i finally came over because he said he missed us but the first day over, he had work and i had work wednesday so we barely seen each other but today I wasn’t in a mood for work .. so instead of going and being sent home i called out and then we could go grab her stuff .. he even asked me what i wanted to do today .. whether it was eat and movies, go shopping for our baby girl or whatever... instead i’m here alone while he and his cousin go to the park to play ball ... you haven’t had time with us for 3 weeks and now you leave us ... i just wanna go back home and stay away even longer since he obviously don’t care ... am i overreacting?? because i don’t think so

UPDATE ::

i just found out the father of my child has been cheating on me and i’m 6 months pregnant... i gave him plenty of time to do better with me but oh well i guess 🤷🏽‍♀️

oh and someone else is claiming to be pregnant 🤔🙃