Boy problems

So there’s this boy, me and him have been talking for about 6 months and through these 6 months he’s been in 2 relationships &’ i have been in 1. now, this boy took my virginity , &’ we haven’t been in a relationship. but we text everyday , he’s said that he doesn’t have feelings for me and i’ve said the same (ofc i was lying) but we decided to be fuck buddies , i came up with the rules , the rules were: no strings attached , no feelings, and we don’t have to talk unless we’re talking about me going to his house. i told him we don’t have to text but he continues to text me every day . now it’s cute but i don’t like it. he was with this girl recently and we were supposed to have sex one more time as a favor. now since he’s my first body, there’s an entitlement .. i don’t mind that cz he’s the best. anyways , lately he’s been hinting towards him having feelings for me but i’ve been brushing it off and pointing it to sex. he gets mad when i do this because i think he wants a relationship but at the same time i’m aware that he’s afraid of commitment and i really like him but i’m not going to put myself in a situation where i’m going to end up hurt. he keeps saying “what if we’re having sex and i whisper i love you in your ear” or “i can’t stop thinking about you” and all this other stuff ! but he.. idk what i should do. my pride is way too high in order for me to tell him how i feel again because last time he really hurt me so i’m not going to do that to myself. but if he really has feelings for me why is he playing me to the side ? i’m not ab to be no side chick. matter of a fact, he just told me

last night that i’m not going anywhere because he wants me to stay in his life. ohhh but maybe he was just saying that so he can keep having sex with me . ohrd, i understand now 😂 thoughts though ?