Any other mommy feelin this way?

I had my bby boy on may 2nd.recovery has been good baby is good,but i tend to get anxious nd worried bout my bby

He sleeps in a bassinet nd im literally half asleep nd half awake at nite.

I be thinkin bad things or constantly worried,i know its not post partum depression because i had it with my first born 8 years ago.nd i know i was depresed at that time. because my ex left me with a newborn nd my mom wasnt around to help me but this time its different i have my family around me nd my hubby now is a big help..but i think thats the reason why im feelin like this because its been so long hes my rainbow bby after 3 losses.

I feel so blessed to have my daughter nd now him.i have my mom nd hubby suport

Its just at times i tend to worry.

Love him so much.

I know its a mommy thing anyone else feeling like this with a newborn?