So close and so nervous

I woke up and have been crying on and off all day. I’m so emotional.. 12 days until my due date and I swore she would come early.. not looking that way now shes too comfortable! Theres no flipping way she will be here early. But the thought of how close I am and being a FTM its really getting to me. I’m so nervous. I’m so excited and scared. I’m so ready to meet my little love. 😭😭