I want to leave

*long post ahead*

My boyfriend and I have been together since 2016, we moved in 8 months later on July 2017 and we had a baby august 2019, he's 4 months now

The baby was planned but while I was pregnant I just felt my love was fading, I thought it was the pregnancy but I still feel the same now. He has anger issues, he scares me, he's always yelling and cussing. He has never hit me but hes always verbally abusing me saying I'm a dumbass, stupid, a bitch whenever I do something wrong. He's easily triggered, I'm a stay at home home and I enjoy being alone while he's at work. As soon as he walks through the door I start getting nervous and anxious because I know it only takes a little thing to start getting cussed at.

I want to leave and I have no where to go, my parents don't have their own homes, I have no friends that can take me in and like I mentioned I haven't worked in 4 months I have no money at all. We have a joint bank account but it's all his money, he pays all my credit cards and other bills. My mom still lives with her parents and there's already a total of 8 people in that house. My dad rents a room in a house with other men. I just want to take my baby and leave! I want to start over and find someone who respects me, I already realized this is not how I should be treated. I want to get a job but he says the baby is still too small and I should stay home, I agree I don't trust people watching him. But idk how much longer I can stay in this relationship I'm drained and tired. Is there any way I can make money online or from home? Please