Fucking men!! 😡🤬 *RANT*

Lately I've been feeling like my s.o is completely fucking useless. Yeah he works, pays the bills etc but when it comes to helping out with OUR children, because I didn't make them on my own, he's no help at all. He acts like he's the only person in the works who's tired. Like I don't wake up every morning before the sun is up. Or go to bed until 1 sometimes because I'm up either with our son or cleaning a mess. Or like I don't wake up 5 to 6 times in one night to feed or change diapers. No because I don't have a "normal" job, what do I possibly have to be tired about? I need to actually leave the house and deal with other people to be tired. So sorry. Because taking care of a 6 month old and a very hyper toddler isn't exhausting at all. No. I forgot we stay at home moms got it so easy. We live a life of luxury. When he comes home he doesn't even help or even attempt to take over. I'm STILL taking care of them on my own. I don't get any time to myself, unless I'm showering and even that's rushed. 30 minutes is literally all I ask and no not even that. Because he gets overwhelmed with a single cry or tantrum and there I am to handle it. I'm so fed up already but I'm dealing with it because I have no where else to go. I know my mom would have us no question but she has a roommate. I'm so sick and damn tired of repeating myself to him. If I do get time to myself it's because I've had a nervous breakdown and that's when he tells me to go to the room and relax. It's fucking ridiculous. He plays video games for hours and hours, all through the night with no consideration that I'm trying to sleep. I'm just so tired of dealing with a man child. I'm a grown ass adult and I want a grown ass adult for a partner. I haven't slept in days and I'm just beyond frustrated. I hate being moody all the time. Ugh. I'm done.