A long rant

So when I was pregnant with my son in 2018 in the February he got into an Facebook account he made for a course in school he messaged me from it which he said he would but then everything went down hill from here I moved in with him in may at 20 weeks pregnant due to family issues with my family! In June I got suspicious cause he wouldn’t join me in bed until after he had a scroll down twitter, Instagram and done his streaks on snapchat I was confused didn’t think anything of it straight away but then after he started doing his streaks on snapchat when I wasn’t by him or when I was asleep I got suspicious he went to the toilet and would come online on snapchat... still didn’t mention anything to him until I got onto his phone I went straight on snaochat ( he was in the shower) I saw a girl (lets nickname her C) C in his friends list... I confronted him he denied it I said I saw he was like “I’m sorry blah blah blah” then I brought an iPad to keep track of stuff like pregnancy as I barely went on my phone I downloaded twitter on it and was curious as to why he was on it so much clicked on “likes” and the amount of photos of girls naked or bouncing their titties or arse? My thoughts at this point was “maybe it’s my body because it’s changing to grow an extra life” but again iconfronted him he unliked them then he was “clear” or what I thought was clear until January 2019 when I got curious again but this time with Instagram bare in mind I had a 4 month old at this point I went on my partners phone clicked on Instagram and he searched up accounts of people he knew from work, his ex , and a nudeography page of a couple? I honestly was so confused at this point I took a picture to prove that I saw as he would of denied it which he did until I showed him he said “I was just generally searching them up” okay cool but me and our son aren’t staying in this house (at the time his mums) so I got my son ready in his pram and took him to my parents with me then waited for the situation to calm before taking him back, once again he apologised and I gave him another chance, fast forward to March! We got our own place moved in everything was great apart from he’d constantly say “oh I’m going toilet” I was like okay he has a weak bladder that’s understandable lets skip to may 20th saw a snapchat account logged onto his phone but then when I clicked the profile it showed his??? I asked him he said I dunno he promised me on our relationship and our son that he didn’t know anything of it then the next day we argued again because the account disappeared? He then had the nerve to say “oh I made it to give you shit” I said well log in then to which he said “I forgot the password” well my smart arse the next day managed to get into it he had loads of girls on there including my brothers ex! Who he told looked hot and shit like that He had loads of premium accounts aswell logged in on it a lot when I downloaded the data and I noticed a account has him blocked on it which he still says he doesn’t know why he’s blocked and all. But I asked if there was anything else it turns out he had a tumblr for all of the nudes aswell and that facebooki mentioned earlier he logged in on that a lot to search up C and a lot of other people aswell (girls) so then I was like ok but long as this is the last time but it wasn’t so I logged in on his email in July and he was searching this up like porn! Girls ask fms, girls nudes (who he knew) he searched up C a lot aswell also searches up “I want an actual desire” what ever that means I pulled him up and didn’t speak to him for days because it made me feel so insecure about myself seeing the type of girls he was looking at. So I asked him a bunch of questions to which I got no answer to apart from “why did you search up your ex and C and add my brother ex?” He said cause of what they post (as in nudes???) LIKE WTF DUDE!

Long story short I forgave him like the dick I am I’m so stupid I know so please don’t go into the comments saying how silly I am.

Do you guys think he can actually change or? I mean so far since July last year he has been clear of it all