Edit: my daughter was born 2 months premature I had no where else to go I couldn’t financially keep my apartment.

I have a 1 year old daughter and her and I live with my dad and step mom. He is an underwater welder so he goes to work out of state and comes back occasionally, he left in February of this year to go on a site after being off for while but had to come back for an injury. Now, he’s never been the nicest. My childhood was full of punishments, punches, sleeping on the floor with nothing when I got in trouble and so on. He wa nice at times too but when he got mad, he got mad. Now that my daughter is 14 months she’s very active and gets into stuff. A fly cake into the house and he couldn’t find the fly swatter because my step mom and I put it up since my daughter likes to play with it so he got the broom then after he was done he threw it in the kitchen. What if my daughter was in there? This morning we have this thing in the kitchen where keys can be hung and while he was gone we had a bag of variety chips hung up there so we could easily get to them and he threw the bag down so he could hang up his keys even tho there was empty spaces. The forks apparently are going missing according to him and he took out the whole silverware drawer and threw it in the sink along with my daughters utensils because he couldn’t find a fork(plastic forks where on top of the microwave). Before he left he called me wanting me to get something from the garage but I had just stepped out of the shower so I told him it would be a min and he got so pissed he was cussing me out over the phone, so after I did what he wanted dripping wet still in my towel I got dressed and my daughter and I left but he got home heifer we could make out out the door and he asked if I was leaving cuz I was mad and I said yes and he kept saying over and over “fuck you” loud as he could while my daughter was in my arms and he parked behind me and said he wasn’t moving and I had to walk(we live in the country) so my daughter and I walked to the gas station down the road from us but it’s still a Mile walk. I could seriously go on and on. Before you come after me for not leaving let me explain. I was working but with the pandemic I lost my job so now I have to live off what I had saved so moving out isnt an option until I start working again. I just have to rant for a minute.