I lost him

He was best friend, we vibed and connected on whole another level, and now he’s gone and I feel so sad inside.

He’s always encouraged me, even inspired me, I adored him 😔 Fir a long time I felt I was holding my breathe and He was a breathe of fresh air. I could breathe with him.

I supported his dreams, I was always excited for him whenever something good happened for him or about to happen for him.

Is he just too scared to admit to me? or he can’t? To tell me that he’s dating someone now to my face?

Maybe I overreacted when I found out, being angry like that? Why wouldn’t he tell me? We talk about everything else and we even talked about her. We had open and honest communication with each other and we didn’t judge one another.

After I left, he left the community we were in together too and deleted all the projects we started together. This community is just to stay connected with all our friends ( long distance and irl ). They said he was really upset, angry with himself...wanted to explain himself to me, but I dont know.

I have so many questions and I’ve tried reaching out. I haven’t heard from him in two days😞.