is it still rape?

some of you maybe have seen my posts before but, i have a ex he was 17 i was 13 i said no to him many times before we had sex because i was scared of getting pregnant, my boyfriend now woke up and started pulling my shorts off me and pulled me on top of him when we had no condoms so i said no we can’t and he done it anyways, is it rape? even though people tell me it is i don’t wanna say it is because i’m afraid people will think i’m saying it for attention when a lot of the times i really didn’t want too.