I’m probably the worst pile of shit.

So just a few hours ago I posted on here about my bf’s birthday celebration. For those who didn’t read it I’ll write it briefly.

I was originally planning to rent a cabin with two friends up in the mountains. My bf told me he didn’t feel safe because of COVID sharing a cabin with 2 other couples. He said he didn’t really ask for much rather than seeing me. Anyways, plans cancelled and he told told me today he was going to throw a party with his family and get a live band /DJ. Because he didn’t mention me I said “babe what about me?” I was upset that he cancelled my plans because of Covid but was planning a party with his family. His excuse was that a cabin would be risky to catch the virus but he was going to throw a party? I deleted my thread because a lot of women on here told me I should let my bf celebrate however he wishes. So I didn’t make a big fuss.

Well this was the outcome:

I think he figured something was up but I preferred to stay quite since a lot of women here said I was over reacting.

I didn’t want to cause a big scene and told him he can enjoy his birthday with his family. He sends me a voice recording telling me “fuck you and your ideas go to hell stupid ass bitch. I was going to invite you dumbass”

He starts saying I’m prohibiting him from

Having a party. I never did. I even said to have fun. So he tells me he hates me in Spanish which sounds worse in Spanish.

I wished him a good night and a good birthday but I was ending the relationship. He was putting words in my mouth telling me that he would cancel his birthday because of me. I just want to clarify I never and would never hold my SO from celebrating. He calls me 25 times after breaking up with him and tells me I’m a pile of shit.

I am crying and didn’t think this would end up like this. A lot of you women on here did say I was over reacting about his birthday

I feel so hurt and really do feel this is all my fault and I feel miserable.