I don’t think she loves me

I’m just like a plaything. I’m forced to work for her, and if she gets bored, I get fired. If she needs help, I’m “rehired”. In quotes because it’s logged as several months unpaid leave. And I’m making minimum wage while everyone else gets 16$ an hour. My health doesn’t matter, either. I went for my dental cleaning and the dentist scolded me for waiting 4 months to tell him my filling was hurting, and I’d begged and begged for her to let me go but she wouldn’t listen. Then I had an episode in front of her, I had chest pains and struggled to breathe and all she did was make fun of me and force me to talk while hyperventilating which made it so bad I couldn’t feel my hands, legs, or face. When she found out I was hurting myself she forced me to comfort her because I hurt her feelings. And everyone just keeps preaching that she loves me. It’s for my own good.

But she doesn’t love me. If she did she’d care.

Edit: and she transferred my insurance as my guardian/employer without letting me know (same insurance company only now through my workplace instead of parents) so if I quit, I lose my health insurance. And she was planning to keep it a fucking secret until it became relevant... as in to use it against me.