Need to vent

Just need to vent for a minute but I don’t have anywhere else to do it…

I wanted more attention this past week but my husband turned me down twice AND he just left for work travel and nothing. Not like it matters as much since I should have already ovulated, but still. Here I am feeling like we are running out of time and it’s stressing me out a bit. I’ll be 37 this year (and he will be on the 9th, which happens to be the day he returns from travel) and April 6 will mark 6 months of actively TTC.

And I know I’ve got a pink heart on my predicted ovulation day, but that was like almost midnight so basically the next day, and there was no CM that day so I either ovulated early or not at all. (There was A LOT of CM the day before, but it wasn’t EW).

On a positive note though- how awesome would it be if we did enough during that fertile window and then we got a BFP the day before his bday? 😁 I’m not getting my hopes up though.

If you read this, thanks for listening to me vent.