25weeks 3days

So 25weeks 3days pregnant and starting to feel low about the whole process... Where should I start with baby things? Baby room decorated, just needs filling with furniture..changing table or dresser with large top? Nappies.. disposable or reusable? What brand? Clothes if he is due in October?

My mind's buzzing away constantly & find it hard to be happy during my pregnancy! Don't want to talk to hubby about this as I know he will be the same..

Any help/suggestions ladies?