So stressed

I'm not good at making decisions I feel like I have the world on my shoulders when making a decision.

If I decided on something before and I liked it I will usually stick with that decision and not adventure try something new.I have a hard time deciding things when I order at restaurants or pick and choose the restaurant I've gotten better at this but these are examples how I struggled like choosing what outfit to wear being indecisive.

As a mother I have changed significantly when shopping I get what I need, when shopping I get what's in our sizes and I've been more independent and free to make choices but I am stuck on a huge one

I usually weigh the pros and cons and taking this time to think has me overthinking

Where we live there are no assigned schools so I have to enroll the children they are starting this year and I don't know what school to pick can you help

There is a school close by the pros is it's close by and the neighborhood kids attend they have stem class the cons are the state gave that school an F this year they brought it up to C grade the school mostly has low income families 73percent of kids are one ethnicity. The school doesn't get much funding they don't have music program.

The other school has 25 students to one teacher no teacher's assistants I took a tour of the school with the principal she said that the teachers don't have assistants and they mostly use tablet's and computers for me I'm not really happy with those things. The pros they have free therapist and behavioral therapist for children, the principal is great the school I can drive to. C state grade they have music

The other school is Spanish immersion the state gave them A grade the problem is I don't understand Spanish how to read or write so for elementary how can I help my child with their homework. My concern is that because eighty percentage is taught in Spanish will the children be able to know proper English language arts grammar reading punctuation The good thing child will learn new language the state gave them A-B grade they have performing arts program.

The last school is a private school the tuition is out of pocket and it's stressful you have to provide your own lunch for the children and the school is from kindergarten to highschool and I don't like how they are all in the same building and they only have male coaches seventy to eighty percentage are one ethnicity further distance to drive the pros are the curriculum there are fourteen students to one teacher the education is hands on stem and paperwork not much time on tablet computer B state grade