Just a rant

My boyfriend left this morning for a 4 day weekend in talladega while I’m at home alone with our 2 kids. He gets to party and I’m stuck home

Since apparently I didn’t add enough info I will now. I am the one that is with the kids 24/7. From the time they wake up till the time I get them to bed. I’m the one that handles any and everything concerning the kids. Obviously since I am the mother. The rant part comes from the fact that he can go off for 4 days without a care in the world. By the time he gets home I have the kids in bed. He gets off work and hangs with friends every. Single. Day. I feel like when you don’t get any time to yourself even just to pee it’s okay to rant