Toxic boyfriend?

Hi!!

Me and my bf have been together for almost two years and we moved in together in June when we moved to a new city and a two hour drive from our families. Our apartment only has one parking spot so I decided to leave my brand new car at my moms house since my boyfriend assured me I could use his car whenever…. Yeah no.

I have to take the bus to work every day rain or snow even on weekends when he doesn’t work lol and today I got a call from my family doctor (located in my hometown) for a follow up that was delayed due to Covid (I had a serious health situation about a year ago that required me to be hospitalized for two weeks). So the appointment is for next Wednesday… boyfriend works so he won’t take me…fine, I’ll take the car myself… nope. He doesn’t want to take the bus to work and he doesn’t trust me to take the car (??) for context I’ve never been in an accident and have been driving for about 5 years with no issues and even bought myself a new car last year that I no longer use.

I just feel really terrible because he’s being a dick about it and I feel like I can’t miss this appointment since it already took over a year to get and I need my medications renewed so I don’t die lol and I can’t ask anyone for a ride because it’s so out of the way and I don’t know anyone in this new city other than my boyfriend :(

Thanks for reading my rant <3