Im really broken inside

Mostly, when we go out of date me and my bf are always share to the things we bought. Half are mine, and other half is with him. From food, the fare, and other things. Sometimes when one of us get short the others provide. But most of the time im the one who get short in terms of money. Bcoz mostly He is more capable to provide. Then Lastime we go on for a date. I didn't want to come because I didn't have any money, but he said he would provide it just so I could go with him. Then we had our Date, Im so happyyy. It's not just because he spent money on me, I'm happy because he really made a way to be with me. Then before valentine,I ask him where we spend our valentine (take note we are on LDR) he answered me, where do i want? then wheres the money? He said also We got out and he thought that was it.

Yes, I know we're Ldr, but I hope just a simple gift, bcoz its Valentines. I'm not looking for a expensive gift, just simple, I appreciate it because I'm jealous of others. Then he told me I was toxic and demanding.But whyy, I just wanted this day to be special but that's how it happened, I was so sad, I cried the whole day bcoz it hurt me so much, then he broke up with me😩😩😩