Would you be upset

My mom has and previously been saving our conversations. She’s done this many times before and would never ask me she just would assume. Today we had a good day and she recently told me she’ll write an apology letter to my doctors for lying about me if it would make me feel better. Turns out she didn’t. She wanted me to write it for her in my point of view which when I did she argued it. She tried to get anyone included in on it from family to doctors to police. When she saw how much it hurt me she tried to flip it around. I told her this is why I can’t speak to you about anything anymore. I told her how it’s one thing it happens with a “friend” or “sibling”, etc but it shouldn’t be happening with her. She gets mad at me for recording conversations so I can show my doctor it because she had brainwashed people in my life to turning against me and making it seem as if she is the only one who’s correct. She asked why I record things but she can’t and I told her it’s because she’s doing it to get her way with things meanwhile I use it to show people how my parents react to me if I try to speak to them.