Emotional let out

I knew what I was getting into when my husband got to get and when we said I do. I grew up as a military child and what not. However, it doesn’t make the pain of missing my husband any less. I commend my stepmother and any spouse honestly that has gone longer than me with missing their spouse as mine will only be gone for three weeks total. My husband is a trucker as well and is usually gone 5 days a week and home for 2 days. I can always count on him being home then and I can talk to him whenever I wanted. My husband has been gone for a week. Yet, it feels so much longer than that. We have barely been able to text or actually talk to one another. Our son is finally starting to walk on his own and my husband missed it. Yes, my husband probably would have missed it if he was on the road trucking. This feels different those, and maybe it’s me being weird. I don’t know, I just need to vent and let out some emotions.