Bad Baby Fever 🍼

I’m 22 and my boyfriend is 29. We’ve been together for almost 4 years now and there’s some hints that he’s going to propose this year.

Since I can remember I’ve always wanted to be a mom but recently I’ve wanted it a whole lot more.

I’m actually really awkward with newborns. Once they reach 4 months I’m good with handling babies.

My boyfriend says we aren’t ready for one yet but at one point during sex he did say he wouldn’t be mad if we had an “accident”.

We own a house and both have full time jobs in our career field.

I know he wants us to get engaged and get married first but man do I want a baby so bad.

Not even just a baby, I want to be a mom. I’m longing to hold my own baby and care for it. I want to raise my baby to be the best person they can be and experience all the things I never had.

My friend has a toddler right now and we were texting while I was on night shift and she said her toddler is going through sleep regression.

Honestly, it sounds like losing sleep sucks but I can’t wait until I’m snuggling up with a toddler in the middle of the night, soothing them until they fall asleep.

I want to give all of my love to a mini version of us so bad and I don’t know how to get past this feeling.