Taking over my life!!!!

Zo

So...it seems that TTC is taking over my whole entire life. Checking my calendar and keeping an eye on when my peak fertile days are, getting asked at least once a day by random people "not having a baby yet??", not being able to plan trips too far ahead in the future 'just incase' I finally get pregnant and can't go on said holiday, not being able to plan trips to the spa with my husband because you can't go in a hottub or get a massage if you're pregnant, keeping my caffeine consumption to a bare minimum 'just incase', keeping my alcohol consumption to a bare minimum 'just incase', not eating certain foods like seafood or soft cheeses around the time my period is due JUST INCASE. The list is endless and that's only naming a few. It's driving me completely and utterly bonkers. And near enough every month now, I get ridiculous PMS symptoms that make me convinced I am pregnant but nahhh, still unable to procreate 🙄 and errrryday, I see a new pregnancy announcement come up on my newsfeed, ahhhhhh.