I’m so depressed

Shannon • 23💖 1 miscarriage 💔

rant. My other half already has a child with someone else and she’s nearly 13, I’ve wanted a family since I was 17 the thought of my owns child and seeing them grow and doing the littlest things, other people complain about the crying and the happy changing I love doing all of those things and often take over for them but I want to do it myself! I’ve asked him weather he wants a child with me and he said he does but not yet but he’s 30 and I’m 21 and I feel ready and don’t want him to feel to old to have a baby with me and I feel like my time is running out.

I’m so depressed that we do this family stuff but it doesn’t feel the same 😔 I want to be a mum so bad! It’s making me depressed and sometimes a bit angry at him when I don’t mean to be.

Please tell me I’m not alone