just another day

Feel really really low today, I don't know why but just feel sad and depressed. Haven't left my bed today, let alone the house. Which is a shame because it's been such a love day outside. Feel super lonely but at the same time I wanna be alone... so odd when I'm in this kinda mood. 
Hating myself today, loathing my body, how I look, how I feel, how I've wasted the day, how I'm alone.. urgh 😒