Does he like me ๐Ÿค”๐Ÿ™„

My best friend and I have been hooking up for like a month now. And it was his idea to try friends with benefits, and then wanted to end it. I know it was because he was trying to talk to this other girl and then one night last week I completely avoided him and he came to me and started dancing with me in front of all his friends (which he has NEVER done before) and he wanted to do it so we spent the night together and he informed me that he wasnโ€™t trying to talk to her anymore and still wanted to end things with us. Then we ended up together again Friday night and last night I think he tried avoiding it really hard and we did it again. Iโ€™m just confused as to if heโ€™s thinking with his dick or if he might have feelings. He says he doesnโ€™t want to date me, but he doesnโ€™t want to keep having sex because he doesnโ€™t wanna ruin our friendship, but we keep doing it. I feel bad about going to him last night because I want him to want to do it and come to me...

Itโ€™s a very confusing situation

I just needed to vent because I hate this lol