Just a vent post. I need to let it out. I have had it with my 7 month old..she has been extremely colicky since the moment she was born. My first night in the hospital i actually called the nurse to ask her to take her out of my room because she eas crying so much and wouldn't stop. She hasnt stopped since. Shes been on reflux meds, ive eliminated stuff from my diet and given her gripe water, done different exercises with her, all the things but she never stopped. She has calmed down a bit but is now teething and screaming non stop again. Ive had it. Im done. Shes completely inconsolable and i keep threatening to put her up for adoption because i cant stand her. I have an enormous amount of guilt for how i feel and that my love is so conditional but i dont know what to do anymore.Im not really looking for advice or "you should" comments. Just venting