Before I tell my testimony, I want to start off and say I am grateful for the 3 boys God blessed me with. They are my heart!!! So please don't take this as a form of not looking at what I have.

I have 3 boys and I had complications with all 3 deliveries and almost died with the last two. Youngest could only last 28 weeks in my body before being born. He is a healthy bossy 2 year old.

My third pregnancy was not planned. so please understand that I was not trying to risk my life or the life of another.

After my 3rd I had a tubal ligation as Drs believe that carrying a 4th would kill me. I still get teary eyed about it.

For a while I compared myself to my sisters and in laws 6 to be exact. It seemed like their bodies did it effortlessly while I fought to keep my son and survive myself. I am working, even after 2 years, to remind myself that my body has survived a lot. In one way I am proud but in another I am sad that my body gave me the hurdles that it did.