8dpo feeling upset and confused 😭

Just after some conversations really

Had my miscarriage in September last year as we’ve been trying so much to get our rainbow 🌈

My periods finally came back and we’ve been tracking after a lot of test ect

We’re due to move in our first home Thursday and it was supposed to be perfect with out bump I honestly thought this month was mine

I’m 8dpo I’ve had the worst painful boobs like never before my nipples are darker and even worse and I’ve had sickness then today I guess I feel nothing 🤷‍♀️

Just currently in the bath feeling sorry for myself anyone have any happy stories to share

Am I just being silly ?