The struggle is real!!

So last year I was diagnosed with pcos (poly cystic ovarian syndrome) and endometriosis, for those of you who don't know look it up it's very important to know as a woman, any who my partner whom I've known since I was 6 he was actually my first kiss and everything back in the day and he's my cousins best friend told me today again we should try for a baby! He wants a boy I want a boy and well either way boy or girl we'd be happy but he already has a girl from a previous relationship and I love her like my own! Anyways I told him I doubt I can and he said don't lose hope it will happen in time and idk he has been so against anymore children but today he opened up to me I was like so happy. Sorry if this made no sense just needed to vent!